It's Hard

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It's Hard
It’s hard to say how I feel today
I don’t seem to feel anymore.
It’s hard to say that I ruined it all
It’s hard for me to come to terms with.
I just pretend it was all your fault
I just pretend you’ll come back one day.
I keep myself alive on the hope of another day
I keep myself alive on the hope of your face.
It’s hard to see you happy.
It’s hard for me to ignore the fact that you’re happy
When you’re flaunting it right
in
my
face.
So, I’ll just go home and look at your picture for awhile.
I’ll remember the good times,
I’ll remember the smiles.
I’ll try not to cry
I’ll tell myself to be strong.
I’ll get angry when I do cry
And hurt myself for what I did wrong.
But don’t worry about me,
You wouldn’t anyway.
You don’t worry about anyone except yourself
And…maybe her.
But that’s not the point,
It’s nowhere near it.
I just wish I could go back and tell you how much you hurt me,
But you’d just sit there, blank expression on your face.
I feel as though you mock me, day after day,
As if I’m stupid for having emotions, for being hurt by such an
insensitive
little
git.
So, screw you, and screw her too.
I don’t need anyone to make me happy,
Least of all, I don’t need you.

[Joseph_Azure1]

It's Hard
It’s hard to say how I feel today
I don’t seem to feel anymore.
It’s hard to say that I ruined it all
It’s hard for me to come to terms with.
I just pretend it was all your fault
I just pretend you’ll come back one day.
I keep myself alive on the hope of another day
I keep myself alive on the hope of your face.
It’s hard to see you happy.
It’s hard for me to ignore the fact that you’re happy
When you’re flaunting it right
in
my
face.
So, I’ll just go home and look at your picture for awhile.
I’ll remember the good times,
I’ll remember the smiles.
I’ll try not to cry
I’ll tell myself to be strong.
I’ll get angry when I do cry
And hurt myself for what I did wrong.
But don’t worry about me,
You wouldn’t anyway.
You don’t worry about anyone except yourself
And…maybe her.
But that’s not the point,
It’s nowhere near it.
I just wish I could go back and tell you how much you hurt me,
But you’d just sit there, blank expression on your face.
I feel as though you mock me, day after day,
As if I’m stupid for having emotions, for being hurt by such an
insensitive
little
git.
So, screw you, and screw her too.
I don’t need anyone to make me happy,
Least of all, I don’t need you.
Hello
How are u doing , let me start by saying my name is Joseph_Azure,
I'm 20yrs old , I'm a single lady who has never been married and got not
kids and what actually brought me to the internet dating ls that i'm looking
for a nice , loving , caring , humble , kind and gentle man to relocate for and
settle down with , Well l was actually searching for profiles online , all of a
sudden i found yours and got really turned by it , Your profile sounds so
reasonable and I'd really love to know you a bit more better , l mean have a
chat with you and know where to go from there , so do u have a yahoo IM we can
chat on , well if u do , u can MI
me on (Victoria.moore80) or send me a mail message to my yahoo mail address
which is
(victoria.moore80@yahoo.com) I'd be looking froward to hear from u
real soon .... Bye for now and take good care of yourself .... With love from
Joseph_Azure